Another Lonely Planet

Sigh. After hours of indecision on whether I should push through my trip or not, after several attempts of tossing a coin so I can leave it to chance on wether I should go on, and a few written down calculations of why or why not I should go I headed on. Tonight I will be leaving again for a lonely planet journey. It’s sad though I’d rather have a companion this time around but there’s no one available to pull out. 🙁

I would have just stayed, saved money, spend the new year with the family. But somehow, something in me has to do this. I’m not really sure but something in my gut tells me that this is an important trip and I have no idea why I’m just following my instincts despite what my rational mind is telling me to stay. I will know after this trip is over if it was worht it. I know it will be a bit hard for the family since my sister just went to the US this morning and now I will also not be at home this New Years Eve. That’s why I’m sending this in advance.

So to all my friends, family, relatives, co-workers. Happy new year in advance! May you all have a prosperous year ahead and enjoy your celebration. See you next year. And thank you for all the things done this passing year, the companionship, the laughs, the climbs, the drama – I really appreciate it. It was eventful and a great year and it was great with each of your presence. Happy New Year!