Which Mythological Form Are You?

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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

“And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again.”

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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ALIW Pinaskohan Issue

Just got back from a very short vacation. Yes I changed plans and decided to be at home this New Years Eve. Will talk more about it later. Meanwhile please check out the December issue of ALIW (All Literary Works). It’s a bit delayed and I’m kinda not around when it was released. Support us and please do enjoy!!!!

Happy New Year!!!


Another Lonely Planet

Sigh. After hours of indecision on whether I should push through my trip or not, after several attempts of tossing a coin so I can leave it to chance on wether I should go on, and a few written down calculations of why or why not I should go I headed on. Tonight I will be leaving again for a lonely planet journey. It’s sad though I’d rather have a companion this time around but there’s no one available to pull out. 🙁

I would have just stayed, saved money, spend the new year with the family. But somehow, something in me has to do this. I’m not really sure but something in my gut tells me that this is an important trip and I have no idea why I’m just following my instincts despite what my rational mind is telling me to stay. I will know after this trip is over if it was worht it. I know it will be a bit hard for the family since my sister just went to the US this morning and now I will also not be at home this New Years Eve. That’s why I’m sending this in advance.

So to all my friends, family, relatives, co-workers. Happy new year in advance! May you all have a prosperous year ahead and enjoy your celebration. See you next year. And thank you for all the things done this passing year, the companionship, the laughs, the climbs, the drama – I really appreciate it. It was eventful and a great year and it was great with each of your presence. Happy New Year!


Gloomy Season

Why is it all so gloomy and dark this vacation season? I don’t like it. Woke up early this morning to jog and on my way there there was this drizzle. I thought that it was ironic that I haven’t jog for a few weeks now and now that I had the time, rain started pouring on. What a joke!!!

Fortunately when I got to the Sports Center it was okay, there were a lot of people still jogging. There were no more drizzle. The wind was cold and everything felt fine. It made me think a lot though. A lot about the year that’s about to pass….

Will write on it more later, got some things to do first. Like buy tickets for tomorrow’s trip, buy some things I needed, pay the bills, have a haircut, loiter around endlessly in circles.

By the way, thanks Elle for posting my Christmas illustration on your blog. You can check it out here:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/kamoteq/

Until later.


Christmas Blues

It’s post christmas time, and we have one more work day to finish. What was good about working in this holiday season is that there’s no rush. Traffic was smooth, less people walking outside and there’s no rush in work.

Honestly though I feel a bit gloomy and all. Though I chose not to acknowledge it but I’m kind of lonely out here. Is this the case of christmas depression? Why? I guess I’m feeling left out. Is this the price of knowing too much which alienates me from other people? Or am I just too dull to be of company? Or maybe I’m just plain ‘ol dark and ugly that people doesn’t want to see me around? Today I left the office feeling a bit bad. Why? because I didn’t say goodbye to a constant companion of mine for a half year. I guess I just didn’t want to be left in the shadows and strike on my own as I did before. Some people just don’t need me around anymore and I’m not gonna force myself to be needed. They have other friends to hang out with anyways so who needs me anyways?

On my way home I bumped into a very close HighSchool friend of mine who I haven’t seen in years inside the jeep. Somehow we lost touch and if I hadn’t gone that path I wouldn’t have seen him again. It was refreshing to hear some news from him and learning that some of our “schoolmates” were already married at this time. He now works as a salesperson for this “Copylandia Company” and seems to be doing ok with it. I guess it was those times in which you wish traffic was slow so we could catch up.

It got me thinking after I got home. I am never alone. It made me think what matters most is that there are also other people looking for your attention somehow and you don’t acknowledge it because you are focused too much on one thing. There will always be other people who needs you. If I find myself lonely there is always my art to turn into. My left fingers are aching right now after playing my guitar the whole day yesterday. Thinking of buying a new one though because its strings are quite hard. There are also my illustrations, my poetry. They are my contant companions and will always be there. And somewhere I believe, there is a lonely soul out there the same as me who’s just waiting for the right time and place.

Jeesh I’m so melodramatic. I can’t wait to run tomorrow to get it all out of my system…


Merry Christmas

Pinaskohan
Attached the illustration I made for a certain online mag but it’s still not out yet so here it is.

It’s christmas day today. And just a couple of hours ago the house was filled with people and noise. It was okay, I got ued to it as every year it’s been like a tradition. But it was okay. Its a bit fun to see all your relatives gather around and all your cash fly away in just a few momments. Hehehe.

It was a good thing I was able to control my eating last night during Noche Buena. I wouldn’t want to go back to my fat size before. We had gifts this time, my brother was kind enough to give all of us gifts while selfish-me attempted for sometime to buy gifts for other people and ended up buying for myself. Bought a short for my dad but I was given a bad waistline size. Sigh.

And how did I spend my Xmas morning, by watching “Whisper of the Heart” anime by studio Ghibli before my relatives arrived. And I reallly enjoyed the movie, one of the best I anime movies I have seen for some time. It really made me all mushy and inspired. I really like the main charater’s translation of John Denver’s song “Take me Home, Country Road”. I got the lyrics translation from the anime but it’s not quite the same as the subtitles from the movie.

I dreamed of living
without fear of being alone
Bottling up loneliness
I’ll go, preserving my strong self

Country Road, If you follow
this road all the way, I have a feeling
it’s the Country Road to my home town

No matter when I get sad
I never cry
Without meaning to, my pace quickens
To erase the memories

Country Road, even if this road
continues to my home town
I won’t go, you know
The Country Road I can’t take

Country Road, tomorrow
I’ll be the same, you know
I want to go home but I can’t
Farewell, Country Road

Enjoy the rest of Christmas day!!!


No Music

This is so annoying, I forgot to bring my earphones at work and now I’m stuck in the silence. No music to motivate me to work. Music is like my life and I can’t go on without it somehow. It’s like the soundtrack of my life. I think I better buy a new one if I have extra money and leave that one here at the office.

It’s a few days before christmas and I haven’t done any gift shoppiing for my family. It’s really hard to find a nice suitable gift you see. I’d like to give money instead but it’s different if there’s a lot of gifts under the tree and the exciting part of opening a gift adds to that. I was shopping yesterday but I ended up shopping for myself. 😛

I’m still trying to figure out where to go this last week of December. I already filed my leave for the the 29th and 30th and I wouldn’t want to waste it. Was supposed to go to Bicol with “Lakbay” on the 26th, but I have to accompany my sister to the airport on the 28th. Already have 2 choices though, it’s either I go to Sagada again, explore those places I failed to visit then and spend my New Year there, just for a change of scene, or go to Baler, Aurora which I haven’t been to really but I heard is quite a nice place. I have to wiegh both options which is more advantageous and cheap enough for me. Might go on a lonely planet again since no one around would be accompanying me.